a brief bit of satisfaction

a brief bit of satisfaction
sittin in the room
watchin the television
wonderin what the fucks gonna happen
wonderin about this trip
wonderin where we're gonna go
when im gonna go
what im gonna do
all that
and not sure about other stuff either
these are the things that im kinda trying to figure out
this house is kinda nice
now that its been cleaned up
i definately better here
was nice to share something that i liked with anita
i guess thats one of the nice things you can do with people
but anyway
there's other things i'd like to do
but im not sure if its really appropriate to bring up
not sure if she'd say yes
and not sure if we'll be friends after
dunno if it'll spoil everything
but i don't think it would
it's just our bodies natural way to give us a high
and we all need a form of expression
to get these things off our chest
but i dont know if she'd ever agree to do it
we'll see though
if i ever feel that fucking daring
i think its probably better to ask than not to
you never know what youre gonna hear
its worth asking
the worst they can say is no
and there's the chance that they might actually say yes
its kinda like tryin to get your own favorite loot from a chest
you never know what you're gonna get
and it can take awhile to get the good stuff
yeah its a crazy situation
i think paul kinda sensed it
i think he saw somethin was goin on
anyhow
yeah.
she's cool at least
and she likes mister bean