dunno if im fuckin ready for a girl

dunno if im fuckin ready for a girl
i mean she's fuckin nice
thats fuckin for sure
but i dont fuckin know if im fuckin in the right headspace
im fuckin still crazed wth all my shit
its fuckin difficult
my heads fuckin full of shit
and its hard to think of anything
but im tryin to fuckin write this shit out
tryin to fuckin get my thoughts dow
with the fuckin hope that it fuckin helps
but yeah im fuckin spiralin and tryin to find some fuckin ground
it isnt all that fuckin easy
but fuckin yeah
she's fuckin nice
but i dont fuckin know if im fuckin ready for it
tryin to figure this shit out
cause i wanna get my shit figured out
cause i wanna be fuckin done with all of this
cause its goin on for far fuckin too long
but we'll see what i can fuckin do
if i can manage to do anything with this shit
cause im fuckin tired
and i just want some fuckin rest
tryin to figure out what the fuckin i wanna fuckin do
tryin to figure out what plan i wanna fuckin follow
where i wanna fuckin go
england iceland
im not fuckin sure
and its fuckin difficult to make these fuckin decisions
so yeah im not really fuckin sure what im gonna do
but whatever i fuckin do
ill fuckin try my hardest to make the best of it
i mean thats what i always do anyway
kinda fuckin important to keep your head fuckin up
dont be afraid to fuckin look forward and be optimistic
thats my medicine in these days of poison
i wanna be fuckin makin myself better
and my soul is fuckin poisoned
but im fuckin tryin to work out that splinter
and i can feel it fuckin comin out
startin to fuckin be free of it
startin to fuckin peel myself free of it
and thats fuckin awesome