im fuckin wonderin if i shot myself in the foot
when i started seein this girl
maybe she took away my motivation to write
because i was fuckin miserable before
and i had a fuckin reason to get my thoughts down
now she's got me fuckin content
and its almost as if the strength is sapped
and instead there's nothin but pleasure
its fuckin bad because ive got no motivation
and without that shit i cant really pull this shit off
so im wonderin if i need to end things with her in order to keep going
but apart of me thinks thats so fuckin stupid that i should shoot myself for thinkin about it
im feelin fuckin great now better than i have in a while
why the fuck would i fuckin sabotage that shit
just so i can fuckin write a couple more fuckin songs
but i guess thats the mentality hardcore versus realist
well somebody who can actually stop and smell the roses
fuckin insane because ive got a fuckin conflict of interest here
dont fuckin know how im gonna make why way through this shit
fuckin murky waters i know
but its alright because at least its not painful like its been in the past
and i fuckin know that i can make it through this shit
and there will be a fuckin light at the end of the fuckin tunnel
so i just needa fuckin figure out a way to get from fuckin point a to point b
once ive got that fuckin methoid then ill be alright
but this girl is very fuckin into me and thats got me fuckin messed up
who would've thought that the fuckin love of a girlwould fuckin fuck you up this much
but it seems like it fuckin did
so im just fuckin wonderin what i needa do here
fuckin road isnt clear cut for me
and shit doesnt seem all that simple
im fuckin tryin to figure out what im tryin to do
crazy fuckin shit man
gotta be alotta cool things out there
gotta be somethin out there thats better than this shit
you can fuckin call me an escapist all you want
but thatsfuckin my shit
thats my fuckin territory and plan of action
so hop on the ride if you wanna come along
and we'll find our way to a better place
where we'll have something better than this forus
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