so im just fuckin layin on my bed

so im just fuckin layin on my bed
and i cant think of a fuckin think to do
anitas gone for awhile
the place is a fuckin mess
parents keep fuckin callin
tryin to break myself away
tryin to be myself
not sure exactly what i am
friend told me i was FINDING MYSELF
what fuckin bullshit
but i do have alot of shit in my life
tryin to get rid of all of it
not fuckin easy to do
when you got all those people followin you around
fuckin insane
but anitas been great
although she's gone now
and things have been pretty good
we're gonna try and focus on this music thing
we'll see how that goes
she says she can book shows
we'll see how that goes too
definaetly excited about it all
but then im note xpecting anything either
i just wanna give it a good go
and i think maybe i might be able to now
me and anita we can take over the world
so we'll see how all this goes
might be fun
might needa move town
maybe to texas
perhaps new york
or maybe portland
lots of scenes in the country
need a better one than this maybe
the bands i like dont play here
but who knows
anyhow
just writin myself a song
since i need one to sing to
so this'll be it
alrighty
hurry back anita
it's shit, without ya