if she cared she'd've come to the show

if she cared she'd've come to the show
thats what anita says
i guess its time i let her go
time to head to better days
the girl had her talons in me
had me thinkin bout her for years
guess she knew all about it
didn't give a shit if she drove me to tears
it's what she wanted
she liked my pain
apparently that was the case
must've been her game
she killed others
and did the same to vivek
i felt guilty
but i guess shit wasn't that way
the girl had me wrapped around her finger
and i guess i didn't realize
but she says i talk about her all the time
i guess that was a bit of a surprise
i guess i've got to forget her
and let her leave my life
she's caused nothin but trouble
killin kids causin strife
she'd take any drug
and sleep with any kid
if it made her happy
she'd always roll with it
and when she was around people
she'd try and blend in
wouldn't say a word
deathly thin
don't know where she got her cash
but she always got her drugs
maybe she was around people that paid
trading pills for hugs
but its been three years and ive grown alot
and this past is hurting my present
my girl doesn't like the recollections
the abuse self evident
so perhaps its time to call it a wraps
let this crazy girl go
she'd sunk her teeth into my skin
i'll be her slave no more