so what the fuck is going on

so what the fuck is going on
im fuckin sleepin my home
keepin myself warm
keepin the fan runnin
eatin the food
tryin to act cool
but are we fuckin fools
we drive around town
tryin to hit the old places i used call home
i dont fuckin know if this is what i fuckin wanna do
these people dont fuckin make it easy dude
i feel like my life has been predestined
not by fuckin god but by my parents
this shit is stuff that im aware of
tired of gettin more than my fuckin share of
all the fuckin misery
the people here seem to live more free
i dont know what the fuck in gonna be
what'll it be
can't you see
im a loner
just leave me be
but is that true
am i really?
or is this just the way that i was made to be
was i kept from all of humanity
was i molded to be completely weak
is this some sort of a special parent tweak
have they fuckin taken the words from my fuckin mouth i can't speak
can you believe this
i fuckin fell for it
they fuckin bamboozled me
i wasn't able to tell it
it fuckin snuck up on me
and i've been fuckin livin this misery
with no fucking point
whats the point to live in this fucking joint
ive done my fucking time
now its fuckin time for me to fuckin shine
im fuckin tired of all this shit
i didn't fuckin earn any of it
i was just a fuckin child
what they did was completely wild
and i'll remember that shit for awhile