with resolve ill solve

with resolve ill solve
my own problems
and ill find
that im out of this mess
the forums are blighted
will all sorts of trolls
and im tired of playing
with guys with dolls
the people i know
at the open mics
seem so strange
this is what they're like
effeminate and callous
strange and cocky
they're fucked up mentally
wannabee disc jockey
but instead they bar hop
and drink days away
there isnt much for them
nonsense they'll say
and i'll find myself
sucked up in their world
it seems a waste
and even my girl
seems drawn to this
perhaps thats why
im kept from bliss
and i sigh
right now themind
seems so closed off
and i dont know why
but its pissing me off
instead of normal
functionality
im finding myself barren
and stuck miserably
the thoughts that flow
are kept from coming
the girl is strange
thats what im saying
she's got issues
from her terrible past
and it makes the band tuogh
but we both want it to last