hospital fucker

hospital fucker
left me to suffer
didn't give a shit
didn't even bother
just let me go
no question at all
he wanted to go
and i was on a roll
so he walked
left me behind
then the siren
undermined
and he turned
watched me go
get picked up
never said no
he didnt stop
didnt speak a word
just stood back silent
like a fucking bird
but the dudes big
and smart too
coulda fuckin helped
but lives by the rules
rules that kill
apparently doesnt care
guys got no will
that much's laid bare
and then he comes
and says he's down
feels like a shit
what a fuckin clown
tries to smooth
all it out
by tellin me
makes him pout
but doesnt do shit
outa the question
took fuckin years
for the fuckin mention
so i guess ill take
what he gave
and sit on it
my future grave