its crazy how

its crazy how
i like these kids
theyre not type
its not even bits
but i do
somehow inside
they've been around
when i nearly died
though i found
the dude just left me
and i guess i was fine
he just was in a hurry
and watched me there
get taken up
and without care
shut the fuck up
and walked away
as i was gone
and i guess just waited
for me to return
what a great friend
that dude was
not going the mile
for me without pause
instead just watch
the tv show
of the life he lived
no real flow
just hiding from shit
doesnt want real stuff
just walks off and then
calls his bluff
and makes it known
he was a pussy
and i knew it true
left in a hurry
i was down
and he was fine
but he walked off
crossed the line
now he wants me
to trust him true
yet there he is
never followin the rules