well at least you see me in this place

Well at least you see me in this place
I'm still here. im a disgrace
I've spent years, in this basement
listen to my fears. parental controllment.
But I'm breaking away, yes i am
and I'm gonna drive as far as i can*
it'll take me all of my might*
but I will be free tomorrow night.*
That's what they want you to do.
Just stay and cry about shoes.
My hole lets water inside.
But I can do better, I'll confide.
You know me so well yeah
I will get my own plot I swear.
You see me struggle so much,
but im done i'll... so and such.
Well this is my life and I can't run away
but I'll fight until I get a better day.
You see me lookin in the mirror over there. Don't despair
'cause I got tricks up my sleeve, don't you stop believing
I've got a trick, and i think i'll make it
cause I've got a girl who will help me forsake this.
we'll make mincemeat of this problem within
and soon we'll be livin free, like we're meant to be.
And that's when you saw me there.
I was on the edge I swear.
When we come to new solutions
I'll be here and avoid the confusion.
Yes you know me you've seen me all year.
I've been standing tall and though I've had fears,
I will be walkin tall under the stars
and I will be talkin about dreams including mars.