a whirring noise

a whirring noise
in a room with people
lights ablaze
minds feeling feeble
printer a-humming
and voice overhead
cool breeze blowing
encroaching dread
caffinated conviction
and approaching memorial
scratched down scalp
gettin back that old time feel
learning to talk with a better mode
more deep and eprsonal with conviction
the thrill of the moment back in hand
freeing myself from malediction
accepting the help from the outside world
and making a few friends on the way
new years eve passes pleasantly
as night turns into day
cool winter breeze and snow on the ground
poorly put together backpack
printer fees cheap but a hassle all the same
comedy magazines all whack
student org fairs and pizzas slices
seven dollar large for the win
intervews on screens loud for all to hear
competing egos creating a din
girlfriend at home and me at the keys
electronic ciggarettes are around
stress the trigger for our addictive processes
keep both feet firmly on the ground
heart feels sore as the chemical takes hold
and old vows are now remembered
this modern life stresses our bodies out
hot tubs keep our souls tethered.